Annndddd I wanna kill myself.
I'm hella depressed and probably would be until those results get released on November.
You know what the sad part is though. Its not the lack of content that I studied. Coz honestly, I couldn't even think of what else I would study if I have to re-take it. Its my damn nerves.
I've done exams before where I'm a wreck but at least those are written exams and I get a good 5-10 minutes to calm myself. Whereas this exam is more practical and interactive and I've got more than 2 sets of eyes staring at me while I do my best to answer questions.
There were breaks in between stations but I used that to either pray or bang my head when no one's looking.
What would be sadder if I failed this is that I found out one of my classmates passed it and she was nearly failing in school back then.
So tomorrow, I might just go pig out and shop like crazy with my best friends to calm myself down and forget this nightmare.
What's done is done.
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