I really feel like going belly down on the floor and flopping my arms and legs while wailing like a damn beluga. I'm not sure what happened but its like something finally got my switches flipped and I am totally feeling like being a grade A top knotch biotch.
Every damn small thing is making me angry. Some are valid angry moments and others are just plain ridiculous but its like I don't care and I just wanna be vicious.
1.) My last licensing exam. I've been waiting for the damn letter to notify me of my seat for the exam. My classmate who applied 2 days after me, got it last week on Thursday. So I'm effing confused how her application got processed before mine. If they're going alphabetical by applicant's last name, her last name is just a letter before mine. Seriously doubt it takes a day, a full weekend and another day for my mail to arrive after hers. We're both on the same stages of the licensing process too. So where's my damn letter? Ugh. It says online that I should only call if its within the 1 week window. That's a little late in my opinion. What about the poor folks who finds out they don't have a spot to write the exam and they took a week off at work to study.
2.) A group of church friends wanted to make/give a present for our Pastor's birthday. I told them about taking pics from my polaroid and putting in a frame... all of which I can get prepared since I know they're busy. I just ask that they meet me for 5 minutes. No one effing replies. I know they read the post. All they had to say was yes, no, maybe. But not a single effing reply. This isn't the first time where I try to arrange something and no one replies. Dude, I've been through school and work and most often than not.. both at the same time. I know how busy one can get. I'm also busy myself. But I really really find it disrespectful when someone doesn't even acknowledge your question when you know they read it. Plus you've already suggested ways to make it easy for them but no... not even a thank you. I wouldn't take offense if they didn't like the photo idea. I've emphasized time and again that we can do something else. This is supposed to be the group where we trust each other and pray for each other but I can't even get a single damn project to work out with these people.
3.) My mom has been irking me a lot these days. I figure it adds up to one thing. She's getting old and you know how old people can be stubborn. Like on Friday, I got mad how she can be so inconsiderate towards me. She wanted us to go sleepover at my brother's place to visit my new nephew but kept telling me to ask. What I don't get is why me? She can ask herself, she's the one who wants to go. And the funny thing is she tells me to ask but then there's also times she tells me that I'm too disrespectful because I just go to my brother's place likes its my own place and eat their food like its my own food. How I see it is that she wants to be able to go to my brother's place like how I do but is too shy in her old fashioned way about it and insist on hiding behind my so-called "disrespectful" way. So anyway, we finally got to the go signal to sleepover there. My mom then tells me she'll just visit someone at the hospital first before getting home. The person is on the end of life care program so I understood why she had to go. It was around 7:30 pm and I started wondering where she was. Turns out she's grocery shopping. What the fuck. I wanna go to my brother's place to see the kids awake. What was the point of us sleeping over there if the people we're visiting are asleep? She then said it was for our breakfast tomorrow. Ummm... then wouldn't the better solution be to visit tomorrow after breakfast? Sheesh. So long story short I drive at 9 pm to visit no one. Other things that irk me is when she'd ask me a question when she'd figure out the answer herself in half a second. Like that time she had her hand on the door lock and asks me if I locked the door. I said, why don't you go check. Then she goes on saying I'm being rude. All the while, I'm just thinking FML woman. Your hands are literally on the lock. You just twist left or right and you'd know. Besides if I had said yes or no... she'd still check anyway and lock it herself. She also thinks its rude when I say I know. She goes on saying why can't you say yes mom or no mom. I know is just I know, quit translating it to tagalog and adding the tone you are imagining which I'm definitely not giving off. Although these days I probably am giving it off more than usual because you are getting too defensive about my so called attitude. The more you think I have an attitude, the more I'll show it.
4.) Work. I know they're just going through the protocols but these on call shifts are getting ridiculous. People should've just given their shifts away in the first place instead of scrambling last minute to find a replacement. Ohhh and I couldn't believe they still posted a full time line knowing well that the casuals and part times aren't getting any good amount of shifts. Couldn't they wait till next year when the casuals have earned their license? What's the hurry to hire a new person when there's no budget and the current staff you have are demanding for more hours.
BWAHHHHHHH! End of tantrum I think. Yeah, sorry to sound like a brat. Like I said, dunno where it came from.
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