Sometimes I get into this state of "meh". Its like I've accepted today, like any other day, would be the same routine. Outta bed, go to work, eat, back to bed. Its that stuck in a rut kinda feel but not as depressing.
I know I should be more happy because things are slightly moving along. I did get the 2nd part time job. Its hella boring but at least it pays. I've been there just over a month now and I already got a recognition. They have this pretty cool award system; you get a fossil watch, cash, or choose from their catalog... depending on what you won and how many times you've won. I'm 2 recognitions away from that watch and cash prize. =P
Moving out is becoming more and more real day by day. Just waiting for the go signal for move in date and signing mortgage papers. I'm kinda scared that I won't be able to be freely spend as I like because my hours still hasn't gone up at the hospital and soon my financial needs would like triple in size. Mind you, I don't spend a lot and rarely on expensive things. But when I do like something even if its expensive, I would buy it.
On the dating front. I actually met a guy online and we did meet once. Unfortunately, I'm really not feeling anything. Interesting guy to talk with online but what's really getting at me is that I think he needs a friend more than a girlfriend. Who knows maybe that girlfriend is the friend he needs but I don't think that its me. I'm actually now somewhat figuring out how to tell him this. I have a feeling he isn't seeing other girls because we're still talking to each other. I don't want him to miss out on meeting his Ms. Right. But at the same time, knowing his current situation, I can tell he just needs someone to talk things out and I'm willing to be the friend that listens so bringing up that I'm not interested in him seems rather mean at this point.
On the bright side, I'm glad this is as bad as how my problems can be right now. They're pretty minute compared to what others face on a daily basis.
Monday, 27 July 2015
Sunday, 5 July 2015
Match Made in Heaven
You know when you can just tell some people are meant to be? Well, I'm grateful to know many people have found their "the one". In fact, the most recent of that list is my first crush. I didn't mean to Facebook stalk but it appeared on my timeline and of course I went ahead and browsed a few pictures.
I had a crush on him when I was in Grade 3 but I knew him since nursery school. He was your typical popular guy who's a combination of smart, athletic and good-looking. He was everyone's friend and every girl's dream guy. You could see him as the doing-things-in-an-orderly-fashion kinda guy... graduating from a well-known university, getting a high paying job, marrying a nice girl and then having kids. So I was really shocked to find out that he and his girlfriend had a kid before graduating and getting married.
It shattered my image of my first crush, I guess. But nonetheless, I was very impressed at how in love the 2 were. They raised their kid together and continued to finish school and got stable jobs. At least that's what it looked like on the pictures.
And now, they finally were able to have a proper wedding. It was a beautiful beach wedding. Perfect size, perfect decor, perfect location... nothing over the top. It was just right, just like how perfect the 2 are for each other. I've never met the girl in real life but I think if I had, I would've loved to be friends with her. She seems down to earth and practical. I respect the fact that she chose to have a simple look and simple wedding dress. I can only imagine because she knows that its better to save that money for their child... and perhaps their 2nd one if they ever plan for another.
I'd like to think that these 2 paid for their own wedding. Why you ask? Because they could've gotten married any time since their child was born and yet they waited until now. And if they did pay for their own wedding... I'd also like to think that they prepared it in a way to thank their family and friends. Because I think a huge chunk of it went to make the guests feel loved rather than going over the top with beautifying an already beautiful bride.
In many ways, I am envious of their relationship. Not because my first crush is involved but rather because these 2 beat the odds in life. Out of the 7 billion people in the world, they found each other. After having to be responsible parents despite being young themselves, they still continue to love each other. And I'm sure there's much more they've gone through that will test their commitment to each other. I mean this is the kind of stuff people are striving for, you know.
So in other words... congratulations M and D. May your love for each other live forever.
I had a crush on him when I was in Grade 3 but I knew him since nursery school. He was your typical popular guy who's a combination of smart, athletic and good-looking. He was everyone's friend and every girl's dream guy. You could see him as the doing-things-in-an-orderly-fashion kinda guy... graduating from a well-known university, getting a high paying job, marrying a nice girl and then having kids. So I was really shocked to find out that he and his girlfriend had a kid before graduating and getting married.
It shattered my image of my first crush, I guess. But nonetheless, I was very impressed at how in love the 2 were. They raised their kid together and continued to finish school and got stable jobs. At least that's what it looked like on the pictures.
And now, they finally were able to have a proper wedding. It was a beautiful beach wedding. Perfect size, perfect decor, perfect location... nothing over the top. It was just right, just like how perfect the 2 are for each other. I've never met the girl in real life but I think if I had, I would've loved to be friends with her. She seems down to earth and practical. I respect the fact that she chose to have a simple look and simple wedding dress. I can only imagine because she knows that its better to save that money for their child... and perhaps their 2nd one if they ever plan for another.
I'd like to think that these 2 paid for their own wedding. Why you ask? Because they could've gotten married any time since their child was born and yet they waited until now. And if they did pay for their own wedding... I'd also like to think that they prepared it in a way to thank their family and friends. Because I think a huge chunk of it went to make the guests feel loved rather than going over the top with beautifying an already beautiful bride.
In many ways, I am envious of their relationship. Not because my first crush is involved but rather because these 2 beat the odds in life. Out of the 7 billion people in the world, they found each other. After having to be responsible parents despite being young themselves, they still continue to love each other. And I'm sure there's much more they've gone through that will test their commitment to each other. I mean this is the kind of stuff people are striving for, you know.
So in other words... congratulations M and D. May your love for each other live forever.
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